Hello, hot thing.
I just returned to my desk after a two-week break — the first long break I've taken since I started working for myself.
If you don't know: I'm a freelance writer for B2B SaaS companies. The translation? I get all the chores done before you because I'm procrastinating on writing.
No, that's a lie. I don't get those chores done either.
But in a sense, I'm living the life my younger version could only dream of: Writing for a living. Having my own schedule. Working when I want to.
Basically, being my own boss. Sounds dope, right? 😎
Most days, I won't lie, it has its swagger. But it's not as glorified and hunky-dory as the internet makes it seem either. Want to flip the grass-that-seems-greener?
Here are three cons of being your own boss:
Being your own boss means you have that No One Tells Me What To Do attitude.
But, read that again: No one will tell you what to do. Fuck.
If you want to sustain your business, you have to be your own whiny boss. Your own cheery colleague. Your own nitpicky manager. Sounds overwhelming? It is.
Lesson: Buy hats, baby, because you're going to have to wear many 🎩
When I worked for a company, me, an introvert, despised the unnecessary meetings. The office politics. The diplomacy required to say "bugger off" professionally. Ugh. Don't miss it at all.
But me, also an introvert, loved being part of a team. Celebrating each other's wins. Handling mistakes, rejections, and tough clients together. Sigh. Miss that a ton.
You're all alone until you grow into a team — in the party dance and in the silent sobs.
Lesson: Practice hugging yourself 👐
You might think no one's your boss. Except everyone you work with owns a slice of that Who's The Boss pie.
If you have clients like me, you're answerable to them. If you have customers, you're liable to attend to their requests. If you have vendors, employees, or communities — you have commitments to fulfill to each of them.
Sure, you can divide up the shareholding of Bossing You Around at your own choice. But the external boss is there. Always.
Lesson: Choose your bosses carefully 👩🏼💼
Are these cons definitive and unworkable? No.
Nevertheless, the disadvantages exist. Finding the perfect career is figuring out what your dealbreakers are and what stuff you don't mind compromising on.
Choose your poison, in essence.
If I had to make the choice again today? I'd still choose to work for myself. I mean, I run the wheel, ya know? (Even if I'm a terrible driver sometimes.)
If you don't like romance stories, I bet this book will change your mind.
Meet: Eve Brown. A 26-year old with no solid grip on her life. Everyone's always telling her to stick to things, to be responsible, to...act her age.
She runs into her polar opposite, too-together-and-tightly-wound Jacob Wayne. Runs into — quite literally. She gives him an interview for a chef job and then accidentally hits him with her car. Accidentally.
What follows is the best romance trope of all time.
My favorite part? Hilbert writes in a way you feel like you're sitting inside the character's head. The dialogues — internal, in their head, and external, to each other — are so raw, so natural, it tugs to your heart.
The worst part? It's definitely ruined romance for me now.
It's delicious, soothing, and mostly funny. Light-read but will make you smile for weeks after.
Buy: Act your age |
Poetry: Wind-related ripple in the wheatfield by Mikko Harvey
I love the shape of our apartment
as I walk through it in near-total darkness. I love walking slowly through that
darkness with my arms out, trying not to bump
into furniture. How many apartments
have I done this in now? I loved
them all. Or possibly I just loved
how they held darkness, slivers of streetlight
sneaking into the fortress, amplified and lent
personality by the darkness surrounding them. Wherever you are
is a country. Touch it softly
to make it stand still. Your hair getting caught
in my mouth all the time, like a tiny piece
of you calling- like a tree trying
to speak to a rock
by dropping a pinecone on it. It is my intention to listen
but my hands keep giggling while reminding me
I don't get to be a human being
for very long, as if this were the punchline to a joke
whose first half I missed. I arrived too late.
I typically arrive about three years too late.
I wish I had been able to sit
in that white, aromatic kitchen and look you in the face
but I was not ready. I was still on my way.
I was lingering inside the perspective
of the spider I noticed crawling
along the baseboard. You fried
an egg. Is it possible to change
who we basically are? Thank you for serving me cups of lemon tea
with honey in it. Even though such copious amounts of liquid
would no doubt drown the insect
I imagined myself to be, that was kind
of you.
Question for you: The good, the bad, and the ugly
I'm always eager to bust some myths about career, passion, and work-life. So tell me:
What's the good, the bad, and the ugly of your job? |
Thank you for reading. I'll see you Apr 28.
-Rochi
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